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CALM
Time will not be long, the phrase a song of an eternal hope for beauty like a day of sun, like thoughts in everlasting peace Accompanying the murmuring centuries. For our worries cease, as we realise, in desiring the novas of Time-medium (we know it is not sky) even while they fluff to gaseousness, the graciousness alone has sufficiency. In desiring the stars with a futile thrashing of disappointment, our souls enmeshed, they are as far as planets from us if our wish for beauty and our seeing of it have too great knowledge, if our wit perceives in Dante a vast sadism, and in Christ an oriental craftiness dignified by the wide eyes of the West. Too apt, ay, far too apt, the prism shatters the hope: as we bless the soft reply of Christ, it may, in our bold orthodoxy, become the too-huge sum of harsh answers. But Time will not be long, even though the smooth-faced poets swear their brows are furrowed by ache-urgent song. What though they worry, saying the thinking throes long for death’s hypodermic, they are not sick of life, nor is beauty shamed to them; only, the light flows from the image and the robe of fame is threadbare. Theirs is disappointment, for they guess too well whom small talk bores unless it is a part of some more vital tale. In the big while of Time, the distance of enquiry, all that we seem to see in fine rhyme or in just looking at a tree, is the large-eyed wonder of a child. Time will wait. Time will not be long for us in life or song. Stars are clear yet, Jui, Sierra Leone, West Africa 17 Dec 1943 T.S. Law |
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